Bored Loneliness Life

Downward gradient that nothing interesting ever happens??!...

There are no interesting people around you, no exciting adventures, anything’s offers any excitement or thrill, there are no relationships like those of Edward and Bella or Jacob and Bella, nit-picker: Legacy, no real connection, etc. I know real life is not fantasy and doesn't compare to books and films but still... Where did all my passion for life go??...

Oh... And did I mention I contemplate suicide?

i know exactly how you feel. Except for contemplating suicide. this life does often seem boring tomb-like i think its why i play video games and watch movies/TV shows so moving picture this seemingly boring world that i feel kind of like I don’t belong in.

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"Science adjusts its view based on what is observed. Faith is the denial of observation so that belief may be preserved." - Tim Michelin

Do you ever have the feeling that nothing interesting ever happens??!...

There are no interesting people around you, no exciting adventures, nothings offers any exchanging, there are no relationships like those of Edward and Bella or Jacob and Bella, no adventures like in Torn: Legacy, no real connection, etc. I know real life is not fantasy and doesn't compare to books and films but still... Where did all my passion for life go??...

Oh... And did I mention I contemplate suicide?

Life is what you make it

If you sit around at home, don’t expect people to just arrive and make it more interesting
If justice were done do anything it will be boring
go out and do things, travel, study, join a club to relieve some of the boredom.
Some days can be boring, but try and find a release

My life hasn’t been boring that’s for sure.

Rename and I got a thing going.
So much love...so much hate...so much drama..

So Jennifer got totally pissed @ me case I hasn’t been putting my best effort into this relationships
In the middle of that argument I accident called her Renate....It wasn’t boring after that. Lola

Fuck it anyway...
I’m moving to the Beach tomorrow.
Packed half of shit..threw out the rest’s relocated 6 freemen times in 6 months. Here I go again on this so call road of happy destiny.

I had a chick name Destiny hated on me not to long ago. Crazy shit like that that makes my life weird and fun.

My life hasn’t been boring that’s for sure.

Renee and I got a thing going.
So much love...so much hate...so much drama..

So Jennifer got totally pissed @ me cause I hadn’t been putting my best effort into this relationship
In the middle of that argument I accident called her Renee ....It wasn’t burning after that. Lull

Fuck it anyway...
I’m moving to the Beach tomorrow.
Packed half of shipshape the rest’s relocated 6 forsaken times in 6 months. Here I go again on this so call road of happy destiny.

I had a chick name Destiny hitter on me not to long ago. Crazy shit like that that makes my life weird and fun.

i don't have any friends and i find it almost impossible to make any. i haven't had a lot of social interaction and to be honest i live a pretty boring life. i've now dropped out of high school and I've been permuting in my room for the past few months. I've tried to talk to some random people my age on chat rooms but it just seems as if i really have nothing useful to say. i don't do anything exciting i don't have any stories to tell and to be honest im starting to lose interest in just about everything. I'm also quite afraid of letting people get to know me too well because I'm scared when they learn how lonely and depressed i am that they wont want to talk to me anymore.

Another factor is the fact that i dropped out of high school and i don't work, a few old casual friends that i had would laugh at me when they found out i dropped out. they think I'm stupid, which is alright because i suppose i am but it makes me weary to tell people what did you say? life. i haven't the faintest clue what id like to do after high school (if i ever finish it) and from first impressions people will just think I'm' a lazy stupid bum, or something of sorts.

so besides feeling incredibly isolated and lonely, i also just cant get up and go out. i want to finish school i want to get a job but every morning i wake up crying, hating myself and asking wholesomeness. The worst part about everything is that I'm starting to get really bored. I've tried to take up some hobbies but i just can't maintain interest. i usually wake up at around 1 or 2 pm (because i don't want to get out of bed) and by 4 pm i run out of things to do. It’s enough to make me go mad... whenever i used to go out and do things with embarrassment, i had the most fun ever... but everyone just drifts away. Maybe there is something wrong with me.

anomalous i don't think i could every make a new friend is because id feel so insignificant... how can i match up to their friends that they've already known for god knows how long. Everyone i see seems to be normal and have a normal social life but i just can't function. i feel like i was born on the wrong planet or something. my youth is slowly slipping away and I'm becoming more and more depressed.

i just don't know what to do.

I'm sorry that this entire thread is probably random and I'm not really staying on one topic... but i need to rant

bah!

Busy yourself time when you don’t have anything to do, don’t have anyone to talk to, don’t feel like doing even things that you enjoy. Sometimes life is too busy to find time for anything, and sometimes it get someone on your side has to find things to kill time. My favorite’s time pass has been sure of yourself So keep it………..   J